I managed to give in to my muse, and I quit the Artist Guild.
It was not a hard decision, just a worrisome one.
The energy spent was not given back, by that I mean what I gave was not returned, or I didn't feel I gave anything of any meaning or contributed in any way.
New blood is always needed in groups to shake up the membership, open eyes and share ideas and such.
For some reason I could not get behind anything that was going on, and I guess the sense of no organization, not that the Christmas Sale wasn't organized, because it has been going on for 30 years, and needed some new ideas, but just not what I was looking for.
I know this is disjointed but it is how I am right now... disjointed..